You Used To…

You used to be so tenderly
now your touch has gone cold
You used to be so caring
now you couldn’t care less
You used to wipe away my tears
now you are the reason I cry

You used to always be there
Now you are the one that leaves me behind

You used to tell me everything, no secrets
Now you are the one that shuts me out

You used to be the one I gave my all to
Now you are the one I can’t stand to be with

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You Broke Your Promise

A hurt in my chest
in the place where my heart should be
a deep, dark pool of tears…

Lost in my sadness
I don’t see the light anymore
stuck in my sorrow..

the man I used to know
the boy I fell in love with
Is he really gone?

No tenderness
no intimacy
no love at all?

how did we get here…
I can’t wrap my brain around it..
how did we go from fairytale, to nightmare?

you promised
you’d never shut me out
never leave me out in the dark by myself, alone and confused…

you broke your promise
and the boy I loved
the boy I gave my heart to and wanted to marry would never do that…

you broke your promise…

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Home Is Where The Heart Is

I’ve traveled so far, seen so many places. Magical places.

Been all around the world.
I’ve seen misery, love, hope, faith, hatred, … I’ve seen both the best and the worst of mankind.
I felt more feeling than you could ever imagine.
But none of that means anything compared to what I feel for you, because Honey when I look into your eyes, I see the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen:
Your soul.
The way you love me, the way you treat me right or at least do your best.
The way you appreciate every little thing I do.
The way things just come easy with us.
The way we live our lives, and the way you let me live mine.
The way you give me my freedom, and still support me.
I still feel that need, that Wanderlust to travel the world.
See more. Experience more.
Only now I don’t want to do it anymore, unless it’s with you.
You, me, us, our life together…
It’s my biggest journey ever, and so far I’m loving how it’s going.

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It’s Been A Long Time

It’s been a long time since I last posted something here.

I’ve been thinking about my life a lot, things I can’t wait to tell all of you about but can’t. Not yet.
I’ve been making decisions and choices.
I’ve tried to get things straight.
Make our apartment a home.
I’ve made decisions that will change my life forever.
I’m not a child anymore, no longer a girl.
I am a strong, independent woman.
I am an adult.
free, to make my own choices.
free , to live my own life.
I’m grateful to have my Love by my side, always supporting me.
Sometimes being the voice of reason.
I can’t wait to start living my life the way I always wanted to.
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Love Comes Easy With You

We do groceries together, every Monday.
We have our quality time together.
We watch movies, series, play games together…
We wash dishes together.
We cook together.
Just like we used to be before, we’re inseparable.
We’re always together.

Our lives revolve around each other.
We plan our lives, our holidays, our future….

We look forward, never back.

You wake me up with a kiss every morning.
You put me to sleep with a kiss every evening.

Perfection is when I look into your eyes.
Your smile still amazes me, leaves me breathless.

Oh how love comes easy with you.
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