I’m A Mess

“Oh, I’m a mess right now
Inside out
Searching for a sweet surrender
But this is not the end

I can’t work it out
How going through the motions
Going through us

And, oh, I’ve known it for the longest time
And all of my hopes
All of my words
Are all over written on the signs
When you’re on my road
Walking me home, home, home, home, home

See the flames inside my eyes
It burns so bright I wanna feel your love, no
Easy baby maybe I’m a liar
But for tonight I wanna fall in love
And put your faith in my stomach”

– Ed Sheeran – I’m a mess

 

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Battle Of The Heart

I’ve shed so many tears
that I’m simply not capable of crying any more.
I’ve died so many times
more than I can remember.

There were nightmares
hopes
dreams
but none of them were real, ’till I woke up all by myself.

There’s a war going on in my head
a fear and anger raging in my heart.
Which one do I listen to?
Which do I believe?

I need to know if this is worth my battle
if there’s a chance that I can get you back
if there’s a way that you can change
back to how it used to be.

I need to know that I’m enough
that I’m what you want
so fight for me 
and proof it to me.

I need to know
I need to feel
I need to hear
I need to see.

So show me
‘Cause I need to know
before I die once more
Because I might not come back this time.

pll
Make me whole again, because you’re the only person that can.

How Did We Get Here?

How did we get here?
In this dark place where we don’t talk
or kiss
or even share a look.

How did we get here?
In this place where we can’t seem to find one another.
So close and yet so far.

How did we get here?
We meet up, acting like nothing’s wrong when people are around
waiting to crash down when we reach a more private setting.

How did we get here?
Pretending not to love each other?
Pretending not to care?

How did we get here?
Do we not love each other then? Isn’t it enough?
Why did we get here?

And will we ever get back
to where we used to be?
To where our love was real and everlasting

 

When a heart’s broken, so is the person it belongs to.