Thanks to you all!

apparently my last post was a big succes, since I’m on 236viewers in total for now, yay!

So thank you all for coming and visiting!

I know that I said I’d do something special, well, I will, but about that I have some good, and some bad news.

First of all, the bad news: Due to my exams, I won’t be able to post “the special thing” ’till after my exams -which end on the 8th of June, so next Friday- šŸ˜¦ so sorry about that. I might do it earlier, since I have some days between my two last exams, but I can’t promise anything.

And then, last but not least, the good news: I’ve got a subject! yay! And I hope you’ll like it! šŸ˜€

so stay tuned!

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Party!

hello again to you all!

yay, this blog is close to 200 visitors/viewers in total. šŸ™‚ Think I might do something special -so far no idea what exactly- when we reach the 200. So tell your friends, your family, your girlfriend/boyfriend, …

and keep an eye on this page šŸ˜‰

See you soon!

Going Crazy

I think I’m losing my mind.

There’s so much work that I don’t know what to do first. I know I need to focus on my work for school, my exams, but I seem to get even more distracted than usual. Everything around me looks so fascinating now. An I’m so tired. I can never fall asleep at night, and when I do, it’s very late (or very early, depends on how you look at it) and then it’s hard for me to get up in the morning. How come I’m so tired? So.. lazy?

I get distracted by things in my room, by sites (my blog, facebook, my mails, … ), by my cellphone, …

God I’m going crazy…

I know that I really, really need to do my work, and I am, but it’s going nowhere.

Especially my mailbox distracts me, since I’m waiting for a mail of a special person. And since he doesn’t have a cellphone, and barely (almost never) comes on facebook, it’s pretty much the only way to be in contact with him. Which is very frustrating for me, since I never know when he’ll be on his computer.

The usefulness of aĀ mobile phone isĀ reallyĀ underestimated. Trust me.

Guess I’ll just try to get at least some of the work done. -sigh-

Wish me luck!

Blog news

Hi everyone

I’ve taken a look at my blog -yes, I do that from time to time- and I’ve noticed that for now, I’ve only been talking about sad stuff; broken hearts, a lost love, war, … bad things. Dark things.

To be completely honest with you, it’s because I’m going through a pretty rough time right now.

So I hope you don’t mind me spilling my heart here.

But of course I don’t want you all to think that I’m some kind of emo-unhappy girl, that never smiles or has fun, because well.. that’s just not true.

Truth is, I smile a lot. Especially whenever I’m with my friends; The Hobbit, The Godfather, Mr. Hyde and Smokey. Yes, we all have a nickname. Well… four of us at least, I’m still waiting for mine.

Anyway, I’ll be having exams soon (starting somewhere next week) and right now I’m kind of swamped with work, so I don’t have much time to think about good subjects for the blog (even though I’m more on my blog than actually working, but shht )

Like I’ve said before in my ‘about’ text (which apparently you can only find if you go toĀ https://bittersweetxromance.wordpress.com/about/Ā ) , I won’t be writing things just to get more viewers (even though that would be great of course, especially if some of you comment šŸ™‚ )

I know it’s not one of the best blogs (duh!) , but it would be really great if I get a comment every once in a while, just to see if I’m doing this blogging thing right or not.

So, I’ll try and write (more) happy things , Ā or things that might interest you as well. But no matter what I write (sad, down, happy, romantic, … ) It ‘ll always have a part of me as well.

Also, even though up till now I only wrote in English, there’ll be some Dutch texts coming as well , a short story, a poem (which would be totally different if I would translate it into English, even though I might translate the short story. Still thinking about it.)

So I hope you’ll still come and visit my blog, even when I don’t post something new everyday.

And I hope you enjoy reading it.Ā Because I sure do enjoy making it.

Bless you all,

– Britt

Waiting For Love

Today I saw my friends again, after being parted from them for five days -which may not seem long, but when you are as close as we are, it’s hell!- .

As usual, we had a great day together, they’re just the best. All of them. I love my gang.

And well, it’s on moments like that, that I realize that I can be fine without like a boyfriend in my life. I want to have one, of course, obviously, I want to be loved and love. Hang out and do things only couples can. But for now… I’m fine with just having great friends, hanging out with them, doing crazy stuff with them, … of course there are some boys whom I talk to as well, cute boys.

There’s this one boy for example that I’ve known for some years, even though we actually never talked. But now , since about a week or so, we do, a lot, and well… I like it. Just talking with him, not hoping for anything to come out of it. Just..talking; funny, supportive, sweet, crazy, random talks, … it’s fun really.

I know that most people, after a break-up , feel useless, a waste of space, I’ve been there. But the truth is, that you just have to figure out who you are on your own. Who are you? What do you want in life? What’s important for you?

And especially: Believe that the right one is out there , waiting for you, on his/her way.

I would like to illustrate this with a beautiful part of a conversation between Ted Mosby and Stella Zinman from “How I Met Your Mother”

Ted “What you and tony have,Ā what I thought for a secondĀ you and I had,
what I know that Lily and Marshall have…
I want that. I do.
I keep waiting for it to happenĀ and waiting for it to happen.
I guess I’m just tired of waiting.”

Stella: “I know that you’re tired of waiting
and you may have to wait a little while more,Ā but she’s on her way , Ted.
And she’s getting here, as fast as she can.”

And it’s true. Your true love, is out there. Whether you believe it or not. And it’s true what they say, when you’re not out there, looking for love, that’s when it comes to you. Give it some time. Don’t rush things. It’s a lesson I had to learn the hard way as well. But it pays off, I’m sure of that.

There is a perfect boy for me, and I will find him, or he will find me.

I’ll just.. sit around, waiting, believing.

Until the day he comes.

And I’ll live hapilly ever after.

– Britt

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“Deep into that darkness…

“Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.”
– Edgar Allan Poe

“Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.”
– Edgar Allan Poe