Sometimes we take some time to think things over, to see where we are, what we’ve achieved and what is yet to do.
I’ve been experiencing this for quite a while now.
My love and I want to move our relationship forward, we want to live together, start our own life in our own place.
We already know where we want to live, what kind of appartement we’re looking for and how we would decorate it.
But it’s only when you set a goal -in this case: start saving so we can live together in this and a year or so- that you realize how hard it ‘ll get…
I earn less money than I’d thought
I’m currently experiancing medical problems which I need to pay for
I still have debts to my love
I need to pay my car of to my parents and such…
September isn’t even over yet
and I’m pretty much out of money.
Things just don’t seem to go according to plan.
I want to set as much money aside as possible
But bills keep catching up on me.
I do not intend to give up though, I WILL save enough money to live with my love
because there’s nothing I could ever want more.
Even if I can’t buy fancy new clothes no more
Even if I can’t go to exciting places
My priorities are different now
He’s my biggest priority
our life together is.
Sometimes one needs to back up a little, take a little break so you can see the big picture better.
I know where my heart lies
I know what I want
and I know I can do it.
Life is for the dreamers that decide to make their dreams come true.
It’s very possible that we might not live together in about a year
but I know that we’ll get there, eventually.
And the harder we need to work for it, the more rewarding it ‘ll be.
I just need to do my very best and be patient.